While I'd like to try and post only "happy" posts, I think this just needs to be said into the vast web of the internet...
Why does it feel like I'm stuck in the same spot without hope of every getting relief?
Same job, still in school, still barely scraping by...
I've tried changing my situation.
I've applyed for jobs only to find a rejection letter in my mailbox without so much as an interview.
One class at a time is taking forever.
Getting paid my weak paycheck only to be out of money by the 10th.
Yes, I know I'm lucky to have a job. To have a paycheck. Don't think I don't appriciate it because I do. I'm lucky to have a roof over my head, food on the table and a pillow to lay my head down at night.
I'm tired of scraping by.
Something needs to change. New job; new surroundings; new something.
Thanks for letting me rant.
~K
Been there!! Started as a student but had to work my way up, back when SSA wasn't open and you had to go OA, OT, SSA, etc. I remember being mid-20's and feeling sooo stuck...couldn't pay all my bills for awhile with no chance of more money in sight. I don't know when and I don't know how, but all of a sudden, it does get better. I'll help in any way I can!
ReplyDeleteHang in there hun! This probably just means that a better position is just waiting for you :) Keep your chin up!
ReplyDeleteBtw, I'm home sick this week, but we should totally get Chocolate Fish sometime, ya? Maybe on payday? :)